Im done trying to save myself. I always liked being alone, thats what made me perfect for this job, but now that i truly am alone, i have never been so unhappy in my life. I know I don’t have much time left, and thats what hurts the most. People think the worst ways to die are the painful ones, well there is nothing more painful then to be forced to look at your life in your last moments, to be force to see all the things you never did, the things you did wrong. Its funny, this place is so amazing and wonderful, and its about to kill me.